Screwed

Mourning for my last paper...

i screwed my DSP paper just now.
For a whole week, i've been preparing for this moment...
all i can do now is praying for His mercy...
Im not trying to be mean,
but i do hope that everybody's paper is as screwed as mine.

Happy Holiday and may God bless us all.

At last, but not least

it has been a while since my last post, many things took place during the past 2 months, too bad they all happened in a blink of eye... i can merely recall every details. All i know is, my head has been flooded with tones of craps (more than usual). Before the FYP submmission due date, my head was filled with tense, after i've finally got it done and submitted, i started thinking about the presentation... after the presentation... i was busy thinking about how to make my last month in Uni a special 1, and before i could figure it out, here comes the final exam.


submit my last project in Uni


copy assignment solution for the last time.


pretending to listen to lecture for the last time.


while saying goodbye to this kind of scene.


Singing together for the last time.


acting like a fool and having every reason to do so.. for the last time.


Getting drunk... perhaps not the last time though..


Everybody is drunk at the same night.. for the last time.



The thing is, at this stage of life, when i am about to change my role from a young, promising and energytic undergrad, to an unemployed couch potato.. every single thing that i do.. or plan to do.. will probably be the last time im gonna do it(hope things will be the same for my final exam).


well, as the matter of fact, this stage of life isn't easy for me. I've been labelling myself as student since the late 80s... in less than 240 hours, i dunno how should i call my self anymore(ofcoz, blady couch potato is an option).

i dunno how to use fancy words (especially in english) to express how im gonna miss everything here in University, neither as to judge wether what i'd learn for the last 5 years is sufficient for me to stand up against the brand new stage of life or not... all i can say is, it has been a pleasure to be part of this community, i've come to know a bunch of great friends, a lovely girlfriend, experienced countless great moments. What next? just like what Sarah's mum told her, the future is not for us to see. What the heck... is good enuff if i know how live my current life to the fullest.

cheers, my friends!