Jobless and i dun give a damn...... yet

It has been a complicated month.


I can still recall the nervous breakdown which i went thru right after my last paper in Uni, i tot, that was it... my judgement day had arrive, i was deeply screwed. But thanks to a series of pre-planned ocasions, i managed to recover from it, at least before the result was out then.

i went to perlis.. again




The there was Bangkok...



wore out by the fun yet devastating schedule, took some natural medication



Move on again and hit the beach



wore out again, so i decided to recharge with the most direct way..





My physical condition was ok then, but not for my tiring eye, fortunately, pattaya has it own sophisticated way of easing those balls... i mean, eye balls.
Though i need to convince myself that they do/did not posses a penis.


Co-incidentally, the day i made my flight back to M'sia, was D - day the result was out. I actually hoped for the plane would never land, ironically, it not only landed, the plane arrived 1/2 and hour ealier. The sky was dark, but my mind was even darker...i kept on thinking about... what if...

Luckily, there wasn't a "what if", and i was deligted, and relieved.

Then it was the time to start sorting things out for my future. Got my resume done and submitted to a few company. With my unconvincing result, all i can do now is wait, and wait, and wait, and hope that one of the HR stuff din wear his/her spec to work.

i can consider myself lucky for being "unemploy" right in this period of time, despite having nothing meaningful to do at all, i can still turn on the TV and watch the live broadcast from the World cup. at least, i tot this could be enough, but so far, the great world cup had done too little for me. Not that the matches were boring, or the goals were lame,just that, the joy and excitement was not being shared anymore.

It has been a wonderful month since i graduated. I had fun and got enuff of rest, though it could be very boring at times. And im glad to know that im not gonna be a lazy bastard who likes to stay at home and doing nothing at all.