It's a beautiful day~

No biscuit + nescafe for breakfast

No Flood

No queuing to enter the car park

No rush to clock in to work

No email(work related) to digest

No dealing with Production fellas

No Cafeteria's food for lunch

No paper mask and rubber gloves

No ESD shoes

No overtime(unpaid)

and im getting all these wonderful Nos for 1 week...

Awesome...

No kidding..

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

huh??

My job is complicated. Well, i'm not saying other's job are easy... i know every job has it own difficulty. What i really mean is, my job is too complicated to be explained.

Lately i've been suffering during my regular social activity. Being a person who is just started working, people tend to ask about what im doin for a living. It's easy for those profession like doctor, lawyer, architect, hawker, promoter... blah blah... but then it's never easy for Engineers, especially engineer like me.. why?

Here's why..
Doctor
Friend: Hey, what's u do for a living?
Doctor: Im a heart surgeon.
Friend: Oh~~

Lawyer
Friend: Hey, what's ur occupation?
Lawyer: Im a District Attorney
Friend: Oh....

Accountant
Friend: hey, what u do at work?
Accountant: Well, im auditing client's account
Friend: Oh~~~


Engineers

Test Engineer
Friend: hey.. u do what?
Engineers: well, im a test engineers
Friend: Test Engineer? means you test company product la
Engineers: well.. can say so..
Friend: Oh.~ ic..

R&D Engineers
Friends: what is your job?
Engineers: well.. im a R&D engineers
Friends: Oooo


well... for me. it usually goes like...

Friend: Hai Fee, what u do at work?
Fee: oo, im a Wafer Sort Yield Engineer
Friend: huh? what?
Fee : Oh.. i take care of the sort yield of the wafer.
Friend: huh? wafer, can eat 1?
Fee: (frustrated) no, not that wafer... wafer made by silicon.
Friend: ?????????then how u take care?
Fee: I analyse the test data
Friend: So u are data anlyser la~
Fee: no~ im a Engineer, Yield Engineer.
Friend: okok.. whatever..

Battle of sexes: how our brain operates

Life in Melaka nowadays is bored. especially when im hanging around in my hostel... to spark things up a little.. i decided to do some reading instead of scractching my crotch with full concentration like i have nothing else better to do.

I'd been reading a few copies on "self enhancement" topic, well i tot they would be helpful as im started my own career life.. a bit of advise from the experts might help. But look at me... im still pretty much the same me nowadays. Guess is time for something different... something that make sense when ppl seeing me reading it.


usually it took around 1hours for me to choose a book... well, this time.. it took only less than 30 minutes. i scanned thru the cabinet and one colorful cover attracts me. Who say never judge a book by its cover? The author had been brilliant enuff to name his book with the title "Why man never listen, and women can't read maps?" This is one of the thing i never understood... but im picking up now...

It rang a lot of bells even within the 1st few pages... how could i disagree more? especially this kind of diagrams are attached in the book.

One night in PD- Hong on show~

I hope Hong won't mind too much about this post. but being the camera man myself.. it is my responsibility to share the video clips with others "member".


Yes.. is all about him.

Enjoy the show.
Part 1





Part 2

On track? what's next?

Happy Mid Autumn festival to all my readers(well, that's you, you... and you.). This arrives a bit late but since we couldn't see the Moon clearly this year(becoz of some idiots are having a big scale campfire in their backyard), it doesn't really matter anyway.
i remember i had a wonderful mid autumn celebration during last year, this year me and my gang are gonna celebrate again at the same place. I mentioned about the thing concerned me, which is we might getting less and less chance to gang up and tighthen our bond, but then seems like we manage to survive another year. that's great.

One year has passed, things are pretty different nowadays.. or to be literal, things are heading to different direction nowadays. I was a student, but now, i am a middle class working man. I wished to graduate with a "not good but at least boleh tahan" degree, so that i could start my career in a better company, and now, im working in an established semicon company,getting much higher salary than i actually deserved. I should be contented and happy... coz im seeming to achieve what i intended to reach. I could say that eveything seems to be on track for me.
That's it? what's next? section manager? department head? Toyata? Benz?

By how? that's the qs..

what's my next move? Work hard and wait for my chance? wait? is that all i could do? work hard? ain't she and her counterparts work hard enuff?

But that doesn't make her driving in a sexy car and eating luxurous dinner at Eden. Instead..

She would only be served as dinner

Further study? does Higher qualification guranttee brighter future? Im not sure about it, perhaps some 1 can answer my qs. All i know is, higher education does guranttee me a greater debt.

Guess im not the only one who tot about this. My qs is simple, i need to know what im doin right now... is gonna lead me to a better tommorrow. Time flies, but human don't. I got nothing much to loose.

Good Morning~

No wander people keep saying once you started working, u'd have less and less time for yourself(Except for those insurance agent or direct sales who always claimed that they can work "whenever" they want). I've been working for a month now, and my internet surfing and blogging activity had dropped signicficantly,dun even mention about yum char and "lan gu" sessions. well, dun get it wrong, im still pretty much enjoying my new(1st) job, but.. well, what can i say, just that im glad that i had a wonderful campus life before this.

I knew about the tense working environment and atmosphere in this company well before i work here. I can never complain about the pressure and work load that pouring onto me, becoz at the end of the day, i pretty much asking for it myself. But one thing really got me is, i was given 3 weeks to do my preparation before a senior hand me over her job. Now that she's in US, and left me alone in Melaka.. and i am suppose to handle all her previous project. Trying to be optimistic, im taking this as a chance for me to grow and hoping to gain as much as i could. Devastation might be damaging, but devastation can oso creates opportunity. yeah~!!!

Yesterday was one of the most interesting working day of mine. I was responsible to do a presentation, reporting the progress of my project and what i achieve so far. Despite the fact that i still totally blur about the "projects" that handle by me, i still need to do it. Becoz of this presentation, i spent the whole morning preparing for it, to understand the data and history of the project... to forecast what kind of qs the Department Head would most likely to ask. The clock was tickling away... the presentation is at 2.30 pm.. and i was in total

However, my colleauge did put in some effort to comfort me. One of them told me something that comforted me for a while:

1 Usually, only 1 or 2 Section manager would attend. (which eventually all the Managers attended)
2 Vice preseident seldom attend this presentation. (he was right about this)
3. Even if VP is here, he is good to new guy. (still have no idea)
4. Department head got less stuff to ask. (he pint point every single mistake i made and comment about them)
5 . The presentation would end in a blink of eye. (i was like taking ages for it to end.)

That's sounded great to me, especially when i heard about the 4th statement. So i felt a lot less worry and paranoid.

Time flies with speed of light on that day... before i could realise, it's already 2.30 pm.. and the presentation time was just infront of my nose... i tried to convince myself that im as cool and water, that im well prepared and no chance for me to screw this, that im good in handling pressure. So i went on to stand infront of all the managers and department, and started my presentation with..


Good MORNING EVERYONE, im gonna present about .......


this is one helluva 1st impression to the big guy! way to go, hai fee!!

三个月。。。

一开始想把这个部落塑造成一个“废气”冲天的地方， 所以每当我写一遍新post时， 总得花上一堆时间来去“创作”一番, 后来。。。经过这三个月的待业日子里，我发现我的人生本来就是一场“废”。。。实在不需再花时间来思考，随便写一写就废到“出汁”了！

三个月来，做了什么？ 有一半的时间用来吃饭，睡觉，打屁和看电视。。。另一半是喝茶车大炮。 花了5年才修成的大学文凭。。。。就在第一个月里被废除了武功，往后开工又要考车大炮来混(死剩把口)。

这三个月来为一让我觉得没有白过的时间是，陪我妈解决了一些问题。。。也顺便陪她度过一段没工作的日子(妈妈上班的公司倒闭了)。这段日子和她讲过的话，比之前五年来的还要多。 妈说，她庆幸自己“衰衰地”也工作了将近三十年。。。虽然没有什么成就，至少现在也得到一小笔赔偿金(真的很小笔)和EPF。 一个苦了三十年的人，得到一个小小回酬后开心的程度好比中了十次马票，身为儿子的我听后。。。有点说不出话的感觉。妈妈的故事让我领悟到知足长乐的真理。。。更重要的是。。。。她有着那容易满足的性格。。意味着。。。。我以后不必给她那么多家用~！！ muahahahha!!!!

还是要废！！

Are u happy?

XXX: u know what, i saw a aunty wrong footed and fell down infront of my motorcyle while im stopping at the red light.
Fee: haha~ then.. the aunty ok? u got help her?

XXX: nono.. coz the light was turning green, i dunno where to parlk my motor.. but the aunty got back to her feet by herself soon after.
Fee: hahah~ no 1 was helping r?
XXX: There was a lady, who only step up and offers help after that aunty stood up.
Fee: .............


This entry arrives a bit late indeed. But a mamak sessions with few of my friends triggered the lightbulb for me to post this.

Few months ago, an article from Reader's Digest suggested that the capital city of my nation-Kuala Lumpur has the 3rd least courteous citizen among the 35 cities that being investigated. This areticle, ofcoz, drawn the attention of every Malaysian citizen who read the news, coz when u are talking about KL... u are pretty much talking about the rest of the cities in this country.. coz Malaysia is indeed a small country, no major differences in terms of culture among all the cities it has.

Ofcoz... this article provoked a lot of debates among ppls, some might agree with it, but some reacted rather defensively. Well, for me... a Magazine like Reader's Digest doesn't need to published a article to tell that we are very rude without a good reason. If we do not agree that we are rude, at least prove it with an bug enuff heart to accepts critics from others.. not by being defensive whenever ppl condemn us.

Apparently, my friend's experience sarcastically proven the validity of the Reader Digest's investigation. What can i say anymore to deny it? Ofcoz.. like many policticians handle their issues, i try to raise a positive issue, focus on it, and try to forget the negative issue, so i quickly browse the net and try to make myself feels better... and look what i've found? We are, one of the happiest nation in Asia, and Rank 18th worldwide, happier than the Yankees, happier than Japs and happier than the Kiwis.

But think twice... this could be the worse fact. If the rankings are accurate, which make us one of the least courteous and one of the happiest nation... does it means..that we are actually happy to be rude? and happy to be living in a rude society? most inportantly, we happy to stay rude?

Are u happy?

Convo 2006 aka im a certified Engineer now.

Recalling back to last year's convo, is really hard to believe that my very own convocation ceremony has taken place and ended(not quite in style though) as well. Time had been flying faster then i thought. Anyway... the way i blogged last year's convocation was quite emotional... i was feeling empty and sad about the departure of my fellow friends in University while being happy for them to be able to graduate and march into their respective path of career. Ironically, i dun feel the same way as i did for convo 2006, despite being my...possibily only convocation at the higher education level, i took it with relatively low level of enthuciasm and emotion. May be 5 years of campus life is not as bigger deal as it was, may be i've been hanging out too much with my Uni friends since May... hence i already realised that our separation is never meant to be forever.. or not even for 2 weeks, may be the whole process of convocation was too tiring, bored and irritating.. By irritating i mean

1. Long queue in smart card verification.
2. Long queue in robe collection.
3. Long queue in photo reservation.
4. Long queue(traphic jam) at the entrance of MMU gate.
5. Pursued degree in Melaka and forced to graduate in Cyberjaya.
6. Tedious procedures and redundant actions were required.

Yes, MMU might be one of the best Uni in Malaysia, but it certainly not the best Uni to organize its convocation. Well, some might say the convo in other local Uni are 10 times inefficient... but hey... when some one has declared himself/herself as the world class invidual.. i will never compare him/her with those regular ones.


Okie... Enuff for being a cry baby already..but the fact that the inefficient convo 2006 had slightly overshadows the nature of the event is un-questionble, just hope they can do a better job in the following years.

Talk about the Convo weekend.
It din started well for me, i was forced to wake up early in the morning to drive all the way to cyberjaya.. to attend a so called "rehearsal", which i later found that nothing was really being rehearsed, it ended up much like a brefing indeed, to pour salt onto my bleeding flesh, the long winded briefing covers criteria like "do not leave ur valuable properties in your car", "please wear formal", "Please be puncture"...yada yada yada.
After the "rehearsal", it was the smart card verification session... on 10 counters were set up to accomadate a crowd of 4000 graduates. well, i dun 1 to stress on the outcomes, u guys probably had it figured out. Then we are suppose to collect our robe at the robe counter... one counter is assigned to one faculty...again, figure that out.

After i've settled all the stuffs, me and my friends went to the cafeteria in Ericson to take our lunch. The food and environment of the cafeteria was amazing, and that's was by far the only thing that cheered me a little. after a noisy yet familiar discussion session, we decided to have our little "graduation dinner" at SHOGUN, One Utama.



We did enjoy the moment together, everybody could finally sit down and have a good conversation, as we always had during our days of campus life. It would be even better should we din put too much attention on "how-to-eat-back-our-48bugs-strategy", and concentrate with the possibly one last opportunity for everybody being around at the same table.


I couldn't sleep well that night, i was worrying bout kathy who was travelling alone in train all the way down from Perlis. She happened to be in the cabin with all the other passangers were guy... and seemingly all indonesian guys. Moreover, i can't be sleeping too soundly as i need to wake up early again to fetch her at the train station. I only slept for 3 hours on that night.

The next day started well as i met kathy and found that she was alright. Both of us had decided to trade our breakfast for a nice sleep, so we quickly headed home and did what we suppose to do---sleepZzzzZZZ. Then on the afternoon, me and my family went to the studio to snap some photograph, my parents and aunt were too excited to pose a normal poseture, all i remember about that session was the photographer keeps on teaching them how to sit, stand and smile like a human being, ha! Soon after the session, my mum, still caught in her modelling mode, suggested us to take photograph in City Park, city park? hot sun? with robe? sorry mum....

Me and my sis got a better idea, so we went right back home and continue the photo snapping.

Bachelor of Chinese Culture(Hons) majoring in Mah Jong??

So the afternoon ended with some stupid photo session, we din waste much time and went right back to sleep, to prepare for the clubbing session later that night. Clubbing? KL? Eve of Convo? after clubbing still have to travel back to seremaban and wake up at 6.am to drive back to cyber? Yes... im a little out of my mind, but u can't say no to Poppy Garden and a gathering with some crazy friends. We dressed up and stride our way to KL without noticing what was goin to happen to us later that night...



We enter Poppy Garden(one of the hot clubbing spot) with high expectation, considering that our last visit was amazingly fun. but...Albeit being the largest gang inside the club, we were given a location where it next to the kitchen and at the far corner of the place... we din even had enuff room to turn around our body... Its was the instant potong-stim factor.. every1 was a little dissapointed and had a hard time to compensate it. HOwever, with a little help from Chivas Regal... everyone got high eventually... and we did had some fun.. at least no one was complaining at the end.

It was 1.30 am when we started heading home, after dropped a few friends home during the process... and we finaly reached home at 3.30am. Good, now i still have 2.30 hours to rest... but... while i was taking some snack at the kitchen, i heard some strange sounds from the 1st floor.. i went up and take a look.. and i saw kathy was having a hard time with the door of my room, the STUPID LOCK WAS JAMMED!!! AT first i tried to twist and turn it in different orientations, then i used a screw driver... it counld't open... my dad was up by the noice... he tried with his overdue Shell card... it din work either... then i tried to kick it.. the door cracked.. but still not opened... i used all the gadjet i could find in the tool box.. with my physical and mental condition level down to 50% already... i din really know what to do... finally, with the clock ticking its way to 4.00am.. i had no choice.. but to..saw it thru.. it was 4.15 am.. i finally get to sleep.. but only for 1.30 hours.

never use a cheap lock on the eve of ur convocation

I woke up at 6.15am.. a little later then i supposed to be... my head was heavy and my limbs were numb, i took a cold bath to make my self a little more concious.. but it made a little difference. Kathy got up and she tried to help me prepare.. she all my stuff and passed it to my Mum, then wished me good luck... and she done all that with half conciousness, i appreciated that. Then i started the engine and began my journey with Mum beside me and Aunt in the back seat. Throughout the journey, i could only remember the noice produce by the conversation between my Mum and Aunt.. they just could stop talking in high desibel intensity, and that made my condition worse... and my physical and metal condition were about 30 % by then.

Finally reached Cyberjaya... i could see cars were jamming at the entrance... Lit khang called and ask me to follow another way.. thanks to him, i somehow manage to skip the jam and squeezed in earlier. I parked my car and headed to the hall... Then, i ask my Mum to pass me the robe, she did.. then i realised she din pass me the hat, i request for the hat, the she reply with a high pitch sound :
"I din take ur Hat, Kathy din give me!!!!"
huh?! no hat? before i could react, my Aunt already in a paranoia mode... already panicking for the news. Ironically, i was the one who kept on asking them to calm down and everything will be just fine, though i actually wasn't that sure about it.
Minutes after that... i ask my mum.. where is my tie... and she again..
"I din take ur tie, is not with me!!!"

Okie... no tie.. no hat... what a crappy convocation im having...Anyway, it all eventually being sorted out eventually... just that the process yet again became the "potong stim" factor for me.
So the ceremony started, i'll blog about the detail in my next post, coz that could take a while.



After the ceremony was ended... every 1 rush out to from the hall and started looking for our parents. it took quite great effort to gather every1 as the places was too congested by students and parents. I was very happy to see many of my friends and exhousemates were here to see me.. i got gift from friend and flowers from family. Everybody was excited and busy taking photos.. words of wishes were filling the atmosphere while the heat slowly attacked



The session was indeed the cream of the whole convocations, it was the moment every 1 was waiting for. U can imagine how nice the feeling was, when every body wanted to take a picture with u, and in most ocasion.. for u. This however, slowing the process of it coz 9 out of 10 photos were taken in this way..

everybody looking at their own camera

someone shouted this..

that's right~ but still ah pang was not coorperating~

This could be the longest post from be since i started blogging, but then this is my Convocation, im now a certified(with an e-scroll) Engineer(konon), so just bare with me a little shall we?

To end this post, i would like to thanks all my fellow friends(especially from seremban) who came all the way to attend my Convo. Thanks for all the greetings and presents, i will and i must thrive in my new life and career, for my family, my friends and myself!

还在等！

在家待了两个多月， 开始感到厌倦。。。
我已找到工作，却要等多一个月才开工。。。
我不是喜欢工作，只能说我不喜欢无所事事的感觉。。。
我知道很多人都在羡慕我能在家休息，可是我已经“山穷水尽”。。。
我要开工！！！ 我要薪水！！！

How stupid are u?

Im NOT stupid~! haha

Try it urself. The higher ur score, the more stupid u are.

sweet~

A : hey.. he doens't intersted in electronic, how ah?

B : dun care la.. many ppl oso like this.

A : he cannot answer the test paper wo?

B : i couldn't do it last time, see,.. now lim beh is manager di.

A : ok lo.. let's hire him.

B : ok

(above conversation is base on my own imagination)

(the following is true)
B : halo.. im calling from XXXX, i would like this inform u to come to our company for a medical check up. if u are pass the medical check up, then u'll start work on 1st August.


Fee: er.. ok.. thanks. (still dreaming)


sweet~

Do u like electronics?

It was about 3 weeks ago, i went all the way from seremban to melaka to attend a walk in interview, held in a 5 star hotel by one of the most established semicon company in Melaka. Well, just in case they offer me a job, i dun 1 to state the company name here, though that is not likely to happen.. at least after what im gonna to u.

I was all dressed up, hoping that the interviewer could pay more attention to my atire rather than my result transcript. Well.. i guess the plan worked well for me as i managed to out muscle some ppls and got my self a second interview later on. i felt good about my performence during the interview session, too good until i forgot about the test that given to me before it. well, u dun expect a second lower graduate (1 month since) could answer 17 technical qs when he couldn't do it well even during his days of study. But, a test is a test, i tried all my best to do as much as i could.

As i got the notification for a second interview,by then,i was almost convinced that, hey~ i screwed the freaking test.. but that dun seem to bother them much aba~

not until i went for the second interview 2 days ago.. when i was given the same test...again! and once more, i screwed the test as usual, without worrying much about it. so i waited for 30 minutes until some 1 approached me and led me to a interview room.


The whole session was doin fine for me, i couldn't stop crapping to convince the interviewer why he should hire me... but when i think back now, i did mention a lot of un useful points.. as usual as well. BUt then.. my world got up side down when the interviewer throw me these..

Interviewer: Do u like electronics?Me :Sure i do, i've spent 5 years to pursuede my degree in electrnics.
Interviewer: Then explain why u have many un answered qs in ur test? i tot u already did the test twice?
Me : erm.. some of them.. i wasn't that sure.
Interviewer: well, if u really like electronics, after taking the test once.. u should have get the answer for the qs that u couldn't answer during the 1st time when u take this test.
Me:................................................(5 seconds). erm.. coz i really wasn't expecting to take this test twice.

Interviewer: i see.. u sure u like electronics?

do i?

Beautiful Park... Ugly faces

Seremban 2 City Park




what a wonderful place to hang out...






where kites are surfing above the sky...





leng jai working hard on his own kites...








fathers can get smart and show their sons how to get things done...








children can have fun....







or having fun...






or not having any...







fishes can swim around...








hawkers can make money...






little beckham can work on his dribbling...







Badman oso having fun...








If the present of Badman doesn't seem secure to u
they even provide a security guard to watch ur ass...






So, every1 appreciates this well-constructed recreational park positively.
Normally, if we are satisfied with someone, or something, we tend to express our gratitude in a positive way. ya... that's what normal folks would do.



But... what the hell is these things doin there?













perhaps the answer is with them....



are they too stupid to know the purpose of this thing??






Just, what the hell is wrong?
Think about Wawasan 2020? think twice.

Nothing to CRAPS!!

Perhaps i should change my blog title to this.

Life after graduation is a blank, u have nothing to wake up for and oso nothing to sleep early for. People say that, this is the time for us to rest and clear up our mind before we could enter the "adventurous" career path ahead of us. Boring is something i expected, but the thing is, i oso tot that i would appreciate this.

Well, i dun mind to be unemployed, dun even care that ah kau and ah Bu oredi got themselves a 3K permonth job. i dun put pressure on my shoulder for this, and yet the pressure still manage to occur and haunt me. The pressure did not come from my family nor from my frens, it came from a more bizarre way..



Shit! im broke again...

Time to get a job.

Jobless and i dun give a damn...... yet

It has been a complicated month.


I can still recall the nervous breakdown which i went thru right after my last paper in Uni, i tot, that was it... my judgement day had arrive, i was deeply screwed. But thanks to a series of pre-planned ocasions, i managed to recover from it, at least before the result was out then.

i went to perlis.. again




The there was Bangkok...



wore out by the fun yet devastating schedule, took some natural medication



Move on again and hit the beach



wore out again, so i decided to recharge with the most direct way..





My physical condition was ok then, but not for my tiring eye, fortunately, pattaya has it own sophisticated way of easing those balls... i mean, eye balls.
Though i need to convince myself that they do/did not posses a penis.


Co-incidentally, the day i made my flight back to M'sia, was D - day the result was out. I actually hoped for the plane would never land, ironically, it not only landed, the plane arrived 1/2 and hour ealier. The sky was dark, but my mind was even darker...i kept on thinking about... what if...

Luckily, there wasn't a "what if", and i was deligted, and relieved.

Then it was the time to start sorting things out for my future. Got my resume done and submitted to a few company. With my unconvincing result, all i can do now is wait, and wait, and wait, and hope that one of the HR stuff din wear his/her spec to work.

i can consider myself lucky for being "unemploy" right in this period of time, despite having nothing meaningful to do at all, i can still turn on the TV and watch the live broadcast from the World cup. at least, i tot this could be enough, but so far, the great world cup had done too little for me. Not that the matches were boring, or the goals were lame,just that, the joy and excitement was not being shared anymore.

It has been a wonderful month since i graduated. I had fun and got enuff of rest, though it could be very boring at times. And im glad to know that im not gonna be a lazy bastard who likes to stay at home and doing nothing at all.

Screwed

Mourning for my last paper...

i screwed my DSP paper just now.
For a whole week, i've been preparing for this moment...
all i can do now is praying for His mercy...
Im not trying to be mean,
but i do hope that everybody's paper is as screwed as mine.

Happy Holiday and may God bless us all.

At last, but not least

it has been a while since my last post, many things took place during the past 2 months, too bad they all happened in a blink of eye... i can merely recall every details. All i know is, my head has been flooded with tones of craps (more than usual). Before the FYP submmission due date, my head was filled with tense, after i've finally got it done and submitted, i started thinking about the presentation... after the presentation... i was busy thinking about how to make my last month in Uni a special 1, and before i could figure it out, here comes the final exam.


submit my last project in Uni


copy assignment solution for the last time.


pretending to listen to lecture for the last time.


while saying goodbye to this kind of scene.


Singing together for the last time.


acting like a fool and having every reason to do so.. for the last time.


Getting drunk... perhaps not the last time though..


Everybody is drunk at the same night.. for the last time.



The thing is, at this stage of life, when i am about to change my role from a young, promising and energytic undergrad, to an unemployed couch potato.. every single thing that i do.. or plan to do.. will probably be the last time im gonna do it(hope things will be the same for my final exam).


well, as the matter of fact, this stage of life isn't easy for me. I've been labelling myself as student since the late 80s... in less than 240 hours, i dunno how should i call my self anymore(ofcoz, blady couch potato is an option).

i dunno how to use fancy words (especially in english) to express how im gonna miss everything here in University, neither as to judge wether what i'd learn for the last 5 years is sufficient for me to stand up against the brand new stage of life or not... all i can say is, it has been a pleasure to be part of this community, i've come to know a bunch of great friends, a lovely girlfriend, experienced countless great moments. What next? just like what Sarah's mum told her, the future is not for us to see. What the heck... is good enuff if i know how live my current life to the fullest.

cheers, my friends!