The End is near?

'There's a danger of staying on too long and maybe one or two people think I've stayed here a year or two too long anyway. If you follow your heart you want to stay as long as you can. But you've got to listen to your brain as well, and the body,' ---Keane

Staying too long? perhaps it's true for anyone else, but is not for a man like him. If this statement has ultimately become a fact, will Man U miss his influence on and off the pitch? well... as the matter of fact.. he really is one of the most important asset for Manchester United, or i might as well say... for English Premiere Leugue.

He remains as one of the success factor of the squad, despite the fact that he didn't scores more goal than Nistelrooy, nor created more goal than Giggs. Even Ferguson hailed him as the best player of United for the past 10 years.

if u ask me, how will Keane's departure from MU affect me? hum... may be nothing more than a sigh... and why im so upset about it... may be... perhaps.. this is the magic of football~ haha

酱也爽？

一大早。。。
不知不觉28号了，是时候叫chiwit替我买车票了。于是我就拿起我的T-630，果断的打了一通电话给他。
话说到这里，小弟觉得有必要为刚才的stament做出一些解释。 为什么要用“果断”来形容打电话呢？ 打电话可以大得很婆妈吗？ 我认为是可以的。有很多人为了省几毛钱，可以用5-6封的sms来交代一些重简单的情，其实如果肯打一通电话，不用30秒就能settle了，那又何必sms呢？其实最赌缆的是那些有求于人的时候，居然还不舍得打一通可以显示出诚意的电话，选择sms来洗别人帮他办事。我认为这是很没礼貌和诚意的。 。 当然，如果是电话没钱，就另当别论，如果是那些电话钱多的象银行的开fixed deposit酱，最真的很irritating了。 。btw,if u happen to be one of these irritating ass hole, here's something for u.... fuck u!!
好象扯远了。。erhem...话说回来

ahfee:"eh.. wake up liao?"
chiwit:"er..(obviously not)... ya.. what's up?"
ahfee:"aiks.. told u i need u to buy bus ticket for me right?"
chiwit:"ooo.. okok.. so how?"
ahfee:"er.. i need 6 tickets to Sg Petani, 1 ticket to Kangar. "
chiwit:"alright... date?"
ahfee:"8th oct, erm.. as late as possible."
chiwit:"ooo... i'll call u later to confirm. "
ahfee:"okok.... thanks 1st"
chiwit:"where are u now?"
ahfee:"at home lo, melaka"
chiwit:"ooo... what are u doin?"
ahfee:"er.. goin to library later, why?"
chiwit:"oh... icic..."
ahfee:"dude, what'up?"
chiwit:"who is beside u now?"
ahfee:"...(finally know what is goin on).... mahai!! dun waste my phone credit la!!"
chiwit:"...(syok and satisfied)...yahahaha!!!"

哎，酱也爽。。 他妈的死siam仔！

傍晚。。。
chiwit:"eh, 5 ticket to SP, one to perlis right?"
ahfee:"nono!! 6 to SP, one to perlis"
chiwit:"ooo, ok"
ahfee:"buy those super vip one ah"
chiwit:"wah~ super vip? i think im one of those rich bastard? "
ahfee:"dun worry la, i'll transfer money to ur acc later, just buy it la, won't exceed 30 bugs for one gua"
chiwit:"ok lo.."

30 minutes later

chiwit:"oi... settle liao"
ahfee:"okok, good, what time?"
chiwit:"perlis 1 is 9.30, SP is 11.30"
ahfee:"fit, how much er?"
chiwit:"sin ka lan!, say won;'t exceed 30.. SP's ticket oso cost 30.40 bugs la"
ahfee:"hua. why so damn expensive? dun tell me the ticket price is being raised again?"
chiwit:"diu, u want super vip ma.. i mah buy u super super one lo"
ahfee:"super super?"
chiwit:"yala, super super vip, i tot of buying the room ticket for u, but then the ticket seller say those ticket sold out liao"
ahfee:"huh? room in a bus? dun sinkalan la~ why dun u say got bath room in there.. diu~"
chiwit:"mahai. sin u for what? u never see this kind of bus b4? double decker 1,the 1st deck got room de. "
ahfee:"(开始动摇,means starting to belive).. oh.. really? ic"
chiwit:"(非常满足地，more satisfied).. no la, i sinkalan 1~ hahahah!!!!!"
ahfee:"(有被巴士撞的感觉，feel like being hit by a bus)...diu~!”

还是那句，酱也爽。。。？
不过，这也再次证明了，我们从中学到现在都没变，还是很废！！

feeling weird..

for the 1st time through out my Uni life.. i have this weird feeling during study week... i've been wondering...and i've found the answer for myself...
im feeling weird becoz for the 1st time... i m not rushing for my final exam... i have exactly 3 weeks time to prepare for 2 papers.
im feeling weird becoz while every1 in the library are being freakishly hardworking... i still got the time to read national geographic..
And when ppls are trying to stay away from some unnecessary ocasion to save themselve time for study... i still have the mood to jam in the studio...ofcoz.. i felt nice for this, but still... feeling weird as well..
I wonder my time for a massive study section like i had during regular study weeks has already end...
now im a final year student and i left not more that 4 subjects to take... theoritically.. i dun need to study for 12 hours a day to prepare for my final exam.. and i should be grateful for that.
yet i feel weird..
coz i miss those time..
those exam's pressure that once been torturing me...
i miss the time when i was forced to stay overnight in the campus for study...
the time when i needed to swallow my supper in order gain extra time to study...
humm... this is a very very weird feeling...

今年的中秋特别圆。。。

好久没写中文了，也许是懒惰吧。。。这篇是关于我们华族的文化佳节，所以觉得有必要“应节”，用中文来写罗。。
上个周末真是一个百感交集日子，尤其是在中秋节前一天及当天。 在PJ MONASH 熬了四年的姐姐终于参加她的毕业典礼了，家里第一位大学生终于诞生，她的校园生涯也随之落幕。我们难得一家人“冲”上SUNWAY去观礼，特别是三姑，紧张的程度好比是她毕业似的。不过在此得好好的感谢她，我姐姐能够站在台上风风光光的接过大学文凭，她确实有一半的工劳。。。 不过最“炸” 到的还是我爸爸，他是一位不喜欢人多，气氛严肃，而且又室内的场面。。当在礼堂外面时。。。
爸：“你等下要进去吗？”
我：“不要紧啦，只有三张票，你们老的进去看啦”
爸：“不要啦，我在外面喝茶等你们更好”
我：“进啦，反正都来到咯”
爸：“进去都没什么东西啦，进去做什么？”
我：“。。。。。(进去看你的女儿毕业啦！)”

结果爸爸在START BUCKS 里喝咖啡。。。。typical 的邱家，哈！ 姐姐的CONVO有一点显，整个典礼很COMMERCIAL，什么都要钱(很多)，感觉上这CONVO不是为了毕业生而做，只是另一个吸血的机会而已。

ANYWAY。。。总算完成任务，晚上还有一个中秋晚会，在芙蓉一间独中举办的，几位朋友约我去的，还真是奇怪。不是中秋节奇怪，是约我的人奇怪，因为没想到他们也会这么关心华社的动向，哈哈，连中秋晚会也去？不理啦，反正闲着也是闲着。去到约定的地点集合，再问他们到底搞什么飞机好了。
到了SHARON家门(集合点)，愣了一下。。。我看见

干嘛？ 不是去中秋晚会吗？怎么会在那里BBQ呢？ 哎，肯定又被那班仙家领骗了！SHIT！，还穿着长裤呢，肯定被笑了！
我：“妈嗨，又讲去中华的？死仙家领！”
他：“哈哈，这已不是秘密了，没人跟你讲吗？我们骗你们的，哈哈”
我：“我才刚回到芙蓉啦，没人跟我讲”

是的，被仙了。。。可是，这次却被仙的很开心，因为有很多没见面很久的老朋友们都出奇的出现了，一下子反应不来，不懂该先和谁谈天。。真的从新年到现在，好久没这么热闹了！ 最后决定了。。。。还是

吃饱在说吧。

当晚和自己最FREN的朋友一起，真的没有一刻是冷场的，不用特地搞气氛的感觉真好，可以安安乐乐的玩了。。。。

准被点灯笼啦！

搞定！

摆PATTERN的时候。。。。

最后，就是作正经事的时候了。。。。。。。。。

不可能没有它。

我和中学朋友们常常提到，不知不觉以离开中学5年了，我们还是可以每年都有集会，喝茶，拜年。。的日子，不懂还能维持多久，也许大家都知道这些日子迟早会结束，所以大家一次比一次玩的更尽兴，更珍惜吧。

这个中秋圆了我家人的梦想，圆了我姐姐的学业生涯，圆了我中学朋友们相聚的欲望。。。这个中秋真的特别“圆”。

Philosophers in Mamak stall #1...

This is gonna be a long entry.. becoz im so freaking free now.. too free indeed...

how often i crap with my kaki in mamak stall? i have to say, the stat is too scary to be revealed, so i just keep it with myself. Sometimes(most of the time) we talking about nonsense during mamak session with friends, and sometimes we talk about serious stuffs as well... so erm.. just for keeping it as a record, i've decided to blog it down whenever i spot an interesting conversation.
here is one of those..

some 1: hey... do u know.. seremban really has a lot of mamak...
some 2: hhaha, ofcoz la.. that's why seremban ppls is very pro with crapping session in mamak~ haha
some 1: ya, being a seremban ppl, we don;t need to worry about no teh tarik to drink..
some2: yaloo...
some 1: u know that sohai XXX , one day he had nothing to do, he traveled around and did a survey about how many mamak stall is being opened in seremban~ haha!! GY.. then last week i went back, he submitted the report to me~ haha!
some 2: mahai~ really ah? haha!~~ zha lan dou~

and when we talk about our future....
some 2: u know that VVV, he got an offer from this MMM company.. 2500 wei~
some 1: hua~ very high wo.., big company some more... but then.. KL wo.. no life 1
some 1: ai... i think im gonna work in Seremban after grad...
some 2: er, why ? very sien 1 wo..
some 1: aiks.. same 1 la..yes u probably will get higher pay, but then ur living expanses there oso higher what.. some more eveyday u have to face the traffic jam.. reach home oredi 8++.. u'll get too exhausted and probably dun have the mood to read newapaper.. coz u prefer to dive into ur bed straight away...
some 2: well... u never tried it, so u'll never know la...
some 1: yes i'vd tried it once, last time during sem break i worked in KL what... so damn sien u know, i cannot imagine how am i goin to survive there for the rest of my life.
some 2: hey, but that's different la, u worked as a part time only, not ur courier, ofcoz u feel sien, coz u din get the satisfaction from ur job ma.. imagine u work in a big company and highly paid.. then is different.
some 1: i prefer to work in a small company and have a normal, peaceful life, i prefer a life where i can come home at 6 pm every day, watch tv, spend time with family and do whatever i like.... i dun need a challenging lifestyle.. that's not suitable for me.
some 2: well... is ur preference and i can't tell u what to do.. but then for me, it is a very pathetic way of thinking la.. i mean.. for our age.. we are still young, chances are everywhere.. why must give up before we even give it a try, i din mean that seremban don;t offer us chances la.. just it rarely does lo?
some 1: have u ever heard those rich oldman say... they work too hard during young age.. they got money but then in the end.. what they want is family and health... see.. working in a big city and seeking for glory doesn't mean is wrong, but apparently that's not the important stuff right?
some 2: i agree with u in a way la.. but not all... see sometime when we are working so hard, and very often we would ask ourself, i work so hard for what?
some 1: ok.. what u want to say here?
some 2: that means... for me.. i think we must have a goal and reason to work, if im working in a big city.. and ok, i agree, i probably would be very tense and overwhelmed, but then if i have something to motivate me.. say like my goal , then i will understand that im working so hard is becoz i wanna achieve something that i really want it to be achieved... not simply working for money money and money....
some1: hey... i dun buy this idea lo.. all this "goal" stuff is so unrealistic, in the end of the day.. u have to do a lot of stuff becoz u are forced to do it.. and all these stuffs are either directly or indirectly related to MONEY.. l
some 2: i always think that many thing is not that complicated.. it depends on ur own mind set.. tell me.. why u wanna buy a house? why not rent 1? why u wanna get married? why u wanna buy a Honda, instead of kancil? Izzit becoz u want it?... u like it?... u wanna do it? or the majority of the socirty think that u should want it? and u should like it? or u should get married ? may be im a bit selfish, but i think that if u are working hard for something u really really want it, u probably won't get so much pressure..
some 1: ya.. for me.. enuff eat enuff stay is ok liao. i dun need these kind of stuffs. now say so much oso no use... who knows..we may end up to be one of those ppls in the society who worship money instead of God.
some 2: haha~ may be la, we still young dude... is good to have dreams, the question is wheter u wanna live by ur dream ur not... i just dun agree to give up and just surrender so fast lo..
some 1: haha, dunno la...
some 2: haha sin ka lan only la~
some 1 & 2: hahahaha!!! mahai~ haha~~!!

Happy Birthday to you

911 is a famous number...
it is a famous TV program...
it triggered the War on Terrorist...
it's one day before my fatal FYP presentation...
yet... it is a special day for me, for us...

I use a lot of words while communicate with others...
Yet i always feel good to spend time with you eventhough when words are not around...
All i can say is...Happy Birthday to you
And i know that's enough...

to the special 1..

One step closer to no where....

make sure u dun have depression before u play this...

Guess all the final years students have not been sleeping well lately, this is one of the reason i hate the ending period of every semester, assignments due date are approaching... and to add salts onto our wound, FYP presentation will be taking place.
And what about the progress of my project? just like the title of this entry... one step closer to nowhere... ever since when i decided to use java as my project's language(programming), i knew my life would soon become a disaster. And for once i got it damn right! Spending whole day/night just to work on a simple prototype let me realised that im not even close to be an engineer. According to Mr Pau, engineers are professional cause they posses sophisticate skills and knowledge, which i merely have.
Anyway... experience tells me that some how, we would eventually get thru the obstacles, no matter how difficult we tot it could be, so im not that worry or depress about my project, things will get well anway. but then... about the comin presentation... if u ask me now... i guess i can only provide 2 slides of powerpoint slide for the project moderator...


Good morning sir, im gonna present you my FYP part1 ... bla bla bla...

And this is my progress so far, thank you very much. I'll work harder during part 2.

新拖鞋！

今天终于把拖鞋换高掉了。。。很不舍得，因为它陪伴了我一年多，而且它也是我的21岁的生日礼物。起初还蛮赌栏的，因为我上一双，也是NIKE的拖鞋可以TAHAN两年多，这一双竟然不到两年就坏掉。 想清楚后。。。也明白了当中的原因，之前我穿了两年多的那双只需支撑67公斤的压力。。。最近坏了的那双却得支撑72-73公斤的压力。。真是为难了它，难怪它会英年早逝。

就近某某在YM抛出一个很深的问题，问题是，“WHAT IS LIFE？” ，什么是人生/生活？当然，我没有办法提供一个可以代表LIFE 的答案。。。我只对我自己的LIFE作出评论。我当时认为，人生是无奈的。有多无奈？我不能很具体的表达，只认为在人生中，我们得做出很多无奈的决定，明明不喜欢，不认同，不想做的东西，都会因为一些原因而被逼去做。如果一个人坚持己见，做事永远都是做给自己爽的话，就会被套上不负责任或自私的罪名。到底我们是为了自己而生存，还是为了整个生态而生存？

不过，以上的东西我可以暂时不吊，因为是没有时间去想酱多。我觉得有时想酱多也没用，知不知道什么叫做LIFE并没有改变我现在的生活方式，给我DEFINE到什么是LIFE也不会让地球转快点。

对了，前两天在某某BLOG上留了COMMENT，我引用了一段JOHN LENNON 的歌词，在BEAUTIFUL BOY 里的一段“life is what happen when u are busy making plans”。我非常认同这句话，生活上不是有很多突发事件吗？有时PLAN好的东西往往会遇到意外。。。可是有人却反对这引用名人语录的举动，真的很无奈，引用不是修辞法的一种吗？已死的人讲过的话都是鬼话吗？只会引用却不去了解和明白一些名人语录是lansai，没错，可是你又懂人家没有在了解它？所以嘛，还真的满无奈的。哈哈！